Friday, December 4, 2009 at 11:00 PM
life have to improve.
a style of my own must be uncovered.
tons to be done.
in search of my unique style of LIFE *
a style of my own must be uncovered.
tons to be done.
in search of my unique style of LIFE *
...the journey beginnings now.
Monday, November 30, 2009 at 10:22 PM
the feeling of dragging oneself to work is back in me.
at times,
i wonder if it's the people there or is it purely me: sending me negative energy - boosting me to push myself away from that particular place/situation/person.
not a new feeling; i know this feeling.. from a long long time.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 at 1:38 PM
back from bangkok.
freaking need to organise my life - simplicity is what i need.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 11:43 PM
diu diu diu...
fuck.
Monday, October 26, 2009 at 11:33 PM
with the same character, same actions, same words, same tone..
there will be people who hates you, and people who loves you - no matter if in reality you're an angel or demon.
how do we even determine goodness and badness in one human, in the so-called real world?
in fact, how do we even determine 'real'?
perception.
that's my guess.
believing in things that only one wants to believe.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 at 10:26 PM
all i ever wanted was..upon reaching home after a long day at work,
a superb tired me can have a big warm hug from u.
after a nice shower, i can snuggle in bed with u - updating each other with our day, sharing our woes, laughing at our silly mistakes made, giving each other suggestions...
and finally falling asleep in each others' arms.
and *BOOM* ...i woke up realising it's all nothing but an wishful thought of stupid me.
Monday, October 12, 2009 at 7:07 PM
commitment vs. freedomas much as the yearning of wanting a stable life with the special someone,
yet at times the playful side of you will throw you doubts and questions.
craving for fun. the lure of temptations.
how can one be faithful and yet playful at the same time?
xoxo
at times, being too imaginative caused problems.